WITH YOU

Wide eyed in my false possession, everything that I knew
Stand on the edge of forever, the only way’s through
If clarity hides in the shadows, my heart will know the way
And so take a step further, yesterday won’t stay

Mindful of empty pretension, the way that I go
And peer through the one-sided mirror, the images know
I reach up and fumble at stars that shine on me
Take a step back and through smiling eyes you’ll see

Can you hear my call
If I believe it
Will you catch my fall

And we stay a while
To breathe for the moment
Keep your hand in mine
And know that I’ll be with you

Know that I’ll be with you

-rayyn-

INTO ME

Close my eyes as walls move in to hold me
A mind that’s filled with memories left untold
And tear off pages of foregone conclusions
To recreate the pieces as a whole

Listening as silence now surrounds me
Waiting as the watchful winds draw near
And leave behind the fragile disillusion
Until the waking dreams begin to clear

And the background may be blinding
But now my eyes can see

Are the hands of time unwinding into me
Into me

-rayyn-

LOST

I broke down when there was no one around
My mouth wide could not make a sound

So weak and tied, you know I’m breathing but I’ve died
So cold inside, a small dark place to hide
To hide

You took my hand and led me to an old familiar place
The awful things that fill my mind disappear without a trace
Watch the tears fall from my eyes as you gaze upon my face
And you take my fears away

-rayyn-

SET ME FREE

As I travel on this road of blind uncertainty
Scared of what the future holds, while you watched over me
Glorified my useless pride and lived without a care
And I fell down and died again, but you were always there

As I stand before the light, so merciful and kind
Only in your childlike eyes, the peace that I can find
And if I stay beyond this path, fearful and alone
I’ll turn around to look for you, and make my journey home

So take my heart and hold it close for now I know
Your love will set me free

Love will set me free

-Rayyn-

Ebay.ph

this site is sooooo addictive! my goodness... at present i've won 3 bags, 1 cd and a pocket pc and i'm still bidding. this is soooo bad for people who are shopaholics! hehehe... but i see to it that i'm bidding for an item that is really authentic. so far i'm a satisfied bidder. :p

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Saturday... nothing to do. Bath time for the dogs. Tomorrow is more exciting though. Jet and I planned to have our breakfast picnic at Loyola Memorial Park. I was not able to visit my father's grave last Nov. 1 so I suggested for a picnic tomorrow nalang. No more crowd and traffic - I hope! Hehehe! :)

life... life... life...

Hayz... My birthday was okay... Hmm... What did we do? Ah... Jai and some of our friends from Marikina came over for lunch. After that, Jet arrived around 2pm. It was raining so we decided to bring them home... kasama kasi sila Ela and Sarah (the kids). Then we went to Megamall for the The Speaks event at Odyssey Records. We arrived early so we decided to have a snack at McDonalds... 4 large fries and 1 twister fries later... Yun na! Actually si Jet lang ang interested sa band I stayed in the sideline while they performed 3 songs and Jet had his CD signed. Nandun pa nga ang Cueshe... Hehehe....
After that we just walked around the mall... I was thinking of buying a pair of shoes as a gift to myself. But I couldn't find anything to my liking. Then we saw this kiosk named Branded. It is like Happy Days. They sell shirts with Tito Vic and Joey prints, Sarao, Little Pupung... you know brands that you see around the 70's or 80's when you were a kid. Ang cute! Grabe! Jet bought me 3 shirts as a gift! I love them.
We didn't eat at any fancy restaurant as we planned. We just had dinner at Teryaki Boy, our old time favorite at Gateway Mall. Had coffee and went home.

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Before the EVAT took effect last Nov 1, I went panic buying last weekend. I brought with me Ate Lita, Jinalyn and Jet as our driver and went to Shopwise Cubao. Luckly inspite of the long weekend, the place was not crowded as I expected it would be, maybe because people already left the metro. So after 3 hours, 2 carts full and aching feet... We headed for the counter. Wow! The cost of living increases everyday! Anyway I still got a month to pay for it. Hehehe!

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My pc is "sick" I already sent a message to Gian regarding this matter. Huhuhu! I couldn't update any of my techie stuff because I'm afraid that it would effect them. Call me stupid, but I'm not really that knowledgeable with computers and its technicalities... I leave them to the experts... Hehe! Anyways... These are the only things I could do now: Surf and blog. :(

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Another long weekend. Yeepeey!